Love and believe.

Its funny how times change. How 'I love you' suddenly becomes 'I loved you'. How the favorite thing you used to do, is just not your favorite anymore. School can be really crazy sometimes, but there's always so much to learn. I learnt that if you believe in hatred, there isn't gonna be any progress. Everyone hates me. Well, if thats what you believe that happens to you. You can believe that your mother hates you and she will. You can believe that your best friend hates you and she will. So, at the end of the day what matters is what YOU believe. So try to live in love. I had this favorite person I used to tell all my things to. Everything. My best friend. But I can't describe how little things ruin what we have. I don't blame fate, but only if I could have that back. But I know, I believe that love still exists. I know that this amazing person can't forget me, I do.
"Aishwarya, all you have to do is believe in yourself cause I do"-I'll never forget that. 
Now back to my love-hate theory, I believe that love never dies. If you stopped doing something you love cause you think its stupid, its high time you do it again and believe that people love you for what you are. Only then will you love yourself. 
Though I've lost some amazing people as my because of the mistakes I made or cause of fate, I'll never forget how they made me feel. Cause if it weren't for them, I'd never be what I am today, I'd never be what I'm gonna be tomorrow. 


I believe in love. I believe in ME.

SO true.

I found this on one of my friend's Facebook page.

:)

Sometimes.

Sometimes, even if the whole universe is going against you or even if it just seems that way there's always one person who goes against the universe, standing by you. 

Have you ever felt this way?

Sometimes, even if your whole day seems like such a mess, there's always one person who has the ability to make you smile at the end of the day.
Sometimes, even if your life is a wreck, there's always this one person who can make it alright.
Sometimes, even if you feel ugly, there always one person who thinks you're beautiful.
Sometimes, even if it feels like you have no friends, there's one person who'll never disown you.
Sometimes, even if you feel like you're alone, there's this one person who'll prove you wrong.
Sometimes, even if you've given up on yourself, there's always this one person who'll still believe in you.
Sometimes, even if you lose, there's always this one person to whom you'll be a winner.
Sometimes, even if you're hated by the world, there's this one person who'll always love you.


Cause sometimes, everybody might need that someone and that someone can be YOU.

We Love Coldplay.

What a song!
Mylo Xyloto, I can't wait.

A Story. A movie. A life.

Have you ever watched a movie and felt glad that you're alive and thankful to god that you were born as yourself? No? Then you must definately watch 'Turtles Can Fly'. I watch many movies, everyone does and when we do there are certain movies that you can't take your mind off. Not that they're disturbing, but for them being so factful. I was home alone the other night and it was 12pm approximately and I wasn't sleepy. So as usual, I turn on the tv and flip through the channels and suddenly I found something interesting!
A lover of Cinema watches all sorts of movies, all languages. Let me tell you that. So then, this Kurdish movie was coming, the movie I was talking about earlier? Turtles Can Fly. 
The movie had started way before I'd even decided to turn on the tv so I started watching the movie at a point when this little girl was working along with her armless brother, collecting landmines. 
This movie was shot in 2004, apparently when the whole Saddam Hussain controversy was going on during the war between USA and Iraq. The scene then changes to this little boy who's name is Satillite which I later found out was because of his interest in technology and also cause he fixed the TV Satillites and that his actual name was something else. He is also the leader for all the homeless refugees who under his guidance work for making land mines and accept his word as law. Everybody knows that the United States is preparing for war,and a satellite dish is the only  way to find out when this may happen. Satellite speaks a little English, which makes him all the more important. The elders frequently ask him to translate, not realizing he does not know as much as he thinks he does.The little girl's family that has newly joined the refugee also work under him.
This boys develops an interst for this girl who is rumored to be clairvoyant, and a toddler boy. 

Argin

Satellite argues with the armless boy, who knocks him down by butting him with his head, but tries to do favors for the girl, who regards him warily. Henkov is missing his arms from an accident, and supposedly has the power to predict the future and because of that, many of Satellite's children flock to him. 




The girl, Argin doesn't reciprocate rather she is quiet through out the whole movie and thats what adds that sophesticated touch to this movie. The girl is always seems as if something's suppressing her urge to express herself. She's quiet but there are a lot of things that keep going around in her head. She keeps asking her armless brother as to why they are still waiting at that place and not leaving.She looks at the little child as a burden on her. She's unable to understand why she has to take care of something that is not even hers. She keeps trying to push the baby away from her life as she thinks its not her kid but in the ending it is revealed to us that it is indeed her own son and that she had been raped a few years before.Satellite saves the child once when he was almost killed by a land mine but the second time, Argin ties it to a stone and drops it into a spring. There's a lot more about Satellite and the armless brother too but I was so engrossed in seeing the whole movie from the girl's point of view that when it ended, I didn't even realize.
In the end, because of her desire to always break free, she takes her life. Her slippers are found by her armless brother on the edge of a cliff who is too depressed as he'd also discovered the
infant's body tied to a stone in the spring moments before. (Which was done by Argin)


This movie is not something that is unusual or amazing. It is just truthful. It has certain elements in it that make it seem so real and thats what I loved about it. Innocence entwined with violence and seriousness of the whole situation just makes your heart beat at a faster rate than it usually does.This movie basically revolves around only a group of chilren, refugee children but it has so much in store to teach. It is an interesting concept that revolves around the primary pscycology of children. War-affected children. What's going on in their heads? How is it helping them deal with their previous experiences in life, how do they feel about themselves. It's so beautifully shot that for a second you just forget about yourself and are consumed into the movie. 


There are so many people suffering in this world, so many people dying. There're people trying so hard to live and we give up on little things so easily. We're always looking for an easy way out when we're aren't able to understand or realize rather that there are people for whom all the ways have been closed but they're still struggling and fighting. 
So next time you think about you and your life being a mess, just watch this movie.
And yeah, please do tell me how you feel. I'd love to know.

Inspiration?

He told me to close my eyes and tell me whats the first thing I see. So, I did. I saw
wind chimes! Dancing to the wind. "That's your inspiration!", he said. I laughed. WIND CHIMES? 
What am I supposed to write about wind chimes?


Yes, its been a long time since I posted anything and I really do miss writing. Writing is something I love devoid of giving importance to the dilemma that I keep having weather I'm good at it, or not. Everyone has this point in their life when all they want to do is break free, break free from all those things that have been stopping them from living life the way they want to. I'm just a school girl now, I might not have so much to complain. But there are
a lot of things that do disturb me!

Friends, family, school and to top the list, exams! Don't these things seem easy? All you need is a little concentration and focus towards all these things are life would be so effortless, wouldn't it? Well, these are some things which can look like the most easiest
things and be the most complex ones or vice versa. Its all an illusion!
Okay, I'm done complaining!
See? Writing helps me break free! When people write, they're basically talking to themselves but they somehow feel wise that they're sharing it with the world and not just yapping to themselves like retards. Yes, it makes me feel that way. Wise, I mean. Okay, enough of me and my love for writing.
The past two months of school has been crazy! From drama-soul searching-dispute settling-tears-joy-exams, it has been something that reminded me I'm human and also special at the same time! Which is good, I think.
I found some answers to the numerous questions I had and have some new questions have come up in the thought process which I'm trying to seek answers for.
Yesterday, my exams ended and finally have some time to think about stuff, set things right. 


But right now, as I'm writing this, I feel like those wind chimes! Careless about the amount of wind trying to push them away, they were still dancing making the most cohrent sounds.
So, that brings me back to my so called inspiration. The wind chimes signified a vague desciption of liberation. I've had so much going on in my life and suddenly I feel unconcerned about all that. Everything I thought that mattered is suddenly nothing.


This moment, I feel free.


Close your eyes and find your inspiration trick works!

A Memory.

Okay. So I didn't really have a bomb picture of all of us or something but I think this is pretty decent. :)
This is how we began the year. 

They're back.

Its been almost FIVE months since I've written an exam. Board exams suck the life out of you and once they were over, life had come back to me.
I didn't actually write since school started. Except for the super EMO post below. Just ignore that. School's been great lately. There're some super awesome people around and the past two months have passed like WOOOSH. I have exams tomorrow and that too, all super new subjects! Accounts is CRAZY but its bearable.
Economics and Commerce-BORING. We don't have Ev.ed anymore which is sad as well as nice.
The only reason I'm posting this is because I'm SUPER happyyyy! 




Gone are those days when I used to think of dying before my science exams.
(I don't miss you. Please don't come back.)


EXAM TOMORROW! 
*Jumps and runs to search for books*

The End. The Beginning. I'm Lost.

Why do beautiful things have to end? May it be a song, a movie or a phase. I'm now in class 11 and I already feel like I've lived a lifetime. Life has not been a bed or roses for me but it definitely had that breath-taking essence in it. I got to experience a perfectly normal life and for the first time, I have nothing to complain. However, I feel like an era has ended. HPS. I still remember the first day I walked into that school. But the day I did, I had no idea about how my life would turn out to be. I was this snobby innocent kid who lived in her own world. But as you grow up, you've got to share your world with others. What's a life if you live alone, right? You make friends.

Random. :)

My world kept getting bigger and better and suddenly came this day when half of my world is leaving me. Yes, end of a phase. They say that the years of growing up are the best years of your life and you'll never forget them. But till now, I never really knew what the true meaning of growing up meant. It means change and adapting. I have spent 10 years in this school so far and every moment was amazing.Made some beautiful friends and shared so many beautiful things with them. Every corner has a story. Most of my friends are leaving school and its feels strange. I can't really imagine school without them. The lunch table's gonna be filled with new people, I'll have a new class, its basically a new start. 
Everyone has gone through this feeling in their life that they're leaving this huge part of them behind whenever there's a new beginning of a journey. Well, that's how I feel at this very moment. I feel my heart, heavy and empty at the same time. In a way, its challenging, how is my life gonna be without them? and in a way, its a new start, a second chance to mend my mistakes I'd done in the past. So thereby, I end this beautiful chapter in my life which will never be forgotten. 
All those people leaving school, I'm gonna miss you guys so much. Meghana Kuppa-especially you. Thanks for always being there and I know you always will. 
AND, good luck with your new chapters. Just go out there and show them what you're made of. 
Why does this have to end? Just like after every full stop arises a new sentence, every ending symbolises time for a new beginning.


Oh wait, I forgot. People coming back to HPS with me, lets have the time of our life's and make sure each and every day of these two years shall be worth remembering! Let's rock it, completely.

School starts on 15th and I can't wait. :)

Random is cool. ;)

10 things I love at the moment. (Yes, I'm bored)

You tube videos. I mean. Not the ones that are perfectly shot about celebrity stuff but the normal people ones. I just LOVE how people out there are showcasing their talent and creating space for themselves. Real cool.

Twitter-I never understood it before but now, I'm addicted. Its super awesome. I love my tweethood. :)

My new phone-HTC is supposed to be SUPER complicated. Well thats what people have always told. Well, it took me three hours to figure out how to delete a message but, other than that, yeah. I think its quite nice. So far so good.

Rain-Okay. Its nothing new about me. I've always loved the rain but this time, its not because of my attachment to it. Its only because of the heat. ITS SO HOT! Going out makes you go mad.

Mangoes-In contrast to the above, the only reason ANYONE loves summer is for mangoes. I can never get sick of them. I had the sweetest mango ever yesterday! What else can I say? It isn't called the king of all fruits for no reason.

Writing-Though I've always loved writing this summer's making me quite the philosophical one. Thanks to all those episodes of One Tree Hill I've been watching. Man, that show just strikes you on your heart. Its a good show. Lumiere and World Movies too. People don't watch much of foreign movies but I think they're really educational and beautiful. Just try watching them. They can make you smile and cry at the same time. (A movie lover's telling you)

Sugarcane Juice- Do I look like someone who'll die for food now? I guess I do. Wait. Sugarcane juice is a beverage. So I guess its okay right? I'm talking to myself now. A day out in the hot sun and then a glass of sugarcane juice-takes you straight to heaven. I love it.

'I love you, you know that right?' I love this line. Sigh. I love cinema.

Chris Gayle-This summer we've had too much of cricket because of the IPL starting as soon as the World Cup ended but watching Chris Gayle on fire was one thing I'll always cherish. Though the Hyderabad home team didn't live upto our expectations, I still watched other teams play and was gone to a different world watching this man smash every delivery. Chris Gayle, all hail.

My Friends-Board results can make you space out and mine certainly did. I was depressed and thank you guys for bringing me back. Thanks for all those talks. They somewhat did help me. (Why am I so lucky?) Thanks for being there when I needed you the most.

These are my random 10. What are yours?

(I made the text colorful so that it doesn't seem boring! I'm SO smart. ;)

You made me.

8th Grade! Teacher's day, if I'm not wrong? 2008.

The only sane Picture of 7th grade!  

My friends are one of the best things that have ever happened to me. Really. I don't even know how all of us came this far. I still remember the first day of school and Meghana trying to annoy me in Telugu class back in first grade (I didn't forget that yet). Me being jealous of Greeshma's Bugs Bunny water bottle and Anushka's costume in the second class concert. All of us ACTUALLY became friends back in 5th grade when we just did. God knows how! But, thank god, we did. From then, how time passed I can hardly remember! All I remember is, 7th grade was the best year and we still love it. The between the class talks (Though I was never in your class), the parking lot walks, the TV  show discussions, the picture obsessions, movies, girls room gossips, crazy text messaging, hanging out, the lunch hall fun and even when I got into trouble, you guys were always there! Shivani, I didn't forget you. I never will. Parents watch you grow but friends, grow up with you and I think that's beautiful. We did fight sometimes, there was this phase when we didn't talk to each other much but nothing really broke us.


When you're a junior, you're always inspired by your seniors. You want to be like them someday and start imagining yourself in their shoes. I was like that. I still am and I'm not scared to say it. So if you're inspired by someone, I think its totally normal, just don't copy though. Now, we are seniors. Hopefully, it'll still be 'we'. HPS is a place where I got everything from. Lessons and Love as I call it. Inside and outside class as well. For all the 'inside the class, I must thank my teachers, but outside, it was our world, a different one. Call me weird, but those are where most of my good times lie. 

And us, NOW. 2011.

I still remember the first day of our Senior School. We were so excited. We were feeling all grown up and all. I know that every teenager has been through that day! One side, not wanting to grow up and the other wanting to make some place of their own in the world. Well, we had our moments, so many. I can't name every possible thing we did together cause I'd probably die and my page would be over-crowded with words but as they say, 'We many not remember days, but we remember moments' and every moment with you guys is worth remembering. So, now that boards are done and we have our results coming out soon, we MAY end  up in different schools (hopefully not) but I want you to know that you'll always have me by your side when you need me.


I love you.


The other day, a junior said, "You guys are the coolest gang ever!" Sounds a little crazy but looks like we made some difference after all! ;)

I'm gonna die! :| I think.

Okay! So its the 8th already! 10 more days for the ICSE results to come out and I have a VERY strong feeling that I'm gonna die! I did them pretty okay, but I dunno! I keep getting nightmares and trust me! They're not good, they're SO scary that its not even funny. Exaggeration? Well, maybe a little but, they ARE scary! I didn't screw them up but I didn't ace them as well. Well, actually I'll get to know that in ten days. Ten days. Ten days! TEN DAYS?? Okaay! I'm going crazy! And this time, eating is not helping me! Cause whenever I'm sad, I eat and I feel alright. Now, I need some serious help! I think. Oh my god! Sorry about my confused state of mind.


How I hate nightmares! :|

Something that I came up with. :)

"What you want always kills the fun of what you have."
Don't you think so?

Update, wishes and LOVEE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SACHIN TENDULKAR!

Thanks for turning some really normal days into days we'll always remember in most of our lives.

You are a beautiful person and I'm really gonna miss you at the match today! How I wished you could play but.

I'm still gonna hold a banner saying 'Happy Birthday Sachin!' at the match if I go there! :) though I'm supposed to cheer the Chargers.. :/

A hero is a person who makes our life worthwhile by doing little things that give us joy and inspire us! 

Sachin, Thanks for being my hero and inspiring me through many things that you've done!

I love you. :)

India-2011 World Cup Winners! We really did win.

Okay! It really seems that god is really listening to my prayers now. Today was one day that I'll never forget even if I ever get affected with amnesia. WE WON THE WORLD CUP TODAY! 

Dhoni and Kohli, All proud. :)

I'm really not gonna exaggerate the match details cause most of you might already know that but India was JUST great today under the captaincy of M.S.Dhoni. Superstar I say! Gautam Ghambir and Virat Kohli shared a great partnership to get the match to a proper state and when Kolhi lost his wicket Dhoni and Ghambir simply rocked it! Yuvraj Singh was simply outstanding this time when all the ending of the game was shaped really beautifully with his parnership with Dhoni. The game ended with a six by Dhoni proving his amazing batsmen skills which I feel he preserved for the finals. Even though the fans were kinda put off by Sehwag and Sachin, it all doesn't matter anymore cause the cup that matters is in our hands now. After 26 years we finally get to grace it and as an Indian its a moment of pride. 
I'm also extremely happy for my favorite player Sachin Tendulkar who taught me to love the game. Today was his last ODI and I'm so glad it ended happy for him. HE deserved it. 
Honestly, I think this is the most happiest day in my life! The moment when the team was called to take the cup, tears rolled down my eyes and I'm sure I was not the only one. For that one moment I forgot everything. The only thing I could experience was pure happiness and trust me, that does not happen very often.


So, cheers to this beautiful day! I was asking god for a sign that this would be a good year, well I guess this is it. Thank you, Team India for making us all so happy! The roads were filled with so much joy today! You've made us really proud.
Sachin, I'm really gonna miss you but, you know I'll still love you right?
And for something I've been longing to say, 'I was alive when India won the World Cup!'


God bless 2nd April, 2011.

FINALSSSSSS! xD

Cricket is something that is a part of every individual's life, irrespective to weather your playing it or watching it. The game has this interesting factor, a suspense which is only revealed in the end. I'm finally done with my board exams and I thought I'd be over-loaded with stuff to do all summer but it surely doesn't seem that way! World Cup is the only thing thats got me going apart from time to time hang outs with friends. 

Sachin Tendulkar-Man of the match.

World Cup 2011, India. There are two matches that I'll never forget. The first one was on 27th February 2011. Yes, One day before the mighty board exams started. England vs India. The match was just intense. The odds of the winner kept changing every second. Finally, the match ended in a draw. The game of cricket was so perfectly played there.. I couldn't get it off my head. My brother wasn't that happy but I really enjoyed that game. A good game of cricket is like watching a happy movie! Yes, I'm a movie buff too but we'll come back to that a little later! The second historic match in my opinion was 30th March, 2011-India vs Pakistan. Craziest match ever! The score was less but the fielding was done so beautifully. I was watching it with my friends first and then, the second innings with my dad at home, wearing my lucky T-shirt. Trust me! I wasn't the only one who was being all superstitious then. EVERYONE was praying! And then, we won.

It was like Diwali all again. Celebrations all over! India's now in the finals! I wasn't this happy on my birthday also. Its one of the most beautiful feeling ever. India hasn't won a world cup since 1983 and thats a very long time and now, we're just ONE step away! Sachin Tendulkar-Man of the match. He's amazing and we all know that.

Soo, 2nd April, 2011 is the most important day in every Indian and a cricket lover's life. Sri Lanka's quite good too.. So make sure you're out there supporting the team. I'm gonna wear my lucky T-shirt and the men in blue are gonna do it, just have faith in them.

And I know I'm gonna proudly say one day, "I was alive when India won the world cup!"

26,500 dead so far and thousands more missing..

25,600 dead so far, thousands more missing. A few days ago, Japan was hit was hit by one of the most destructive tsunamis the world has ever witnessed. Most of the island has been utterly wrecked and what little remains now serves as a refugee camp to the few who still survive. The remnants of the affected areas is simply horrifying. Where mere days ago stood magnificent, towering structures and a scenic beauty to boot, there now lies a mere shadow, stripped of nigh on everything, an unimaginable, unrecognizable wasteland.

So the question now on everyone's mind is " Will they ever come back from this?" , "Is there any hope of recovery?" Perhaps, behind all the pain this country has been put through, there still lies a glimmer of hope. So for those of you who are reading this, please, do your part, even if its just a little. Donate what little you can, help where you can, or just pray for the poor souls trapped out there waiting, hoping for someone, anyone to rescue them from the living hell they're in right now.


-Ashwin Kola
His view on the japanese tsunami. Writes great doesn't he? :)

Success is counted sweetest- Emily Dickinson. One of my favorite poems by her! :)

Success is counted sweetest 

By those who ne'er succeed.
To comprehend a nectar
Requires sorest need.Not one of all the purple host
Who took the flag to-day
Can tell the definition,
So clear, of victory!
As he, defeated, dying,
On whose forbidden ear
The distant strains of triumph
Burst agonized and clear!

This poem explains how success is appreciated by people who don't normally achieve it. People who do always, don't seem to understand the importance.In order to truly understand the importance of victory, one has to understand the pain of failure. The poem states, Not one of all the purple host /Who took the flag to-day /Can tell the definition,/So clear, of victory. This is referring to the victors, who won the battle and took the flag. However, none of them really appreciate their victory. It is the defeated, dying man who, as he listens to the winners celebrating, truly understands the glory of winning. Now that he knows he can never win, he craves victory even more. This is because he knows how important failure is as well..


This poem explains the importance of success in one's life but also tells us that it shouldn't be taken for granted.
Emily Dickinson has written many beautiful and inspiring poems but this one's definitely a message carrier.

Is it you or me?

About two to three days ago nature showed all its anger at once! Well, thats how it looked like. A massive 8.9 magnitude earthquake was struck in Japan which also resulted in a Tsunami. It looked like one of those disaster movies, 2012-Best example! But depressingly, it was not. So what do we do about it? What does our nation do about it? Do we just sit and watch people die? Many countries have offered help. Why isn't our government? Most of the time we really blame the system in our country! It is messed up, no doubt about it.. but there is something called individual contribution.What would YOU do as an individual? As an individual we must learn.. We must know that next time it can be us. We should understand that what we read in books and news-paper about how we're killing the earth is not to make you sleep! We must take initiative! We must save OUR earth. It's already too late.


As an individual, I also offer my prayers to Japan. 
Please don't lose faith.

A Japanese man surrounded by destruction.

Jai Japaan!

Board Exams-Death.

Hello! Preparing for board exams can be SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO boring! Your either juggling all books or sleeping among them.. to me the second part would imply! You're not able to sleep all night and in the mornings, you're searching for five minutes to take a small nap and that five minutes actually end up being an hour or two. Your mom's all super pissed and then you're hungry like you never ate anything. Every ten minutes you need something to eat. You eat and eat and eat and eat, it just wont stop! Once you eat, you're sleepy again! Then, you wake up and read a lesson or two (just read) and then-BREAK TIMEEEE! Which we say is some 15 minutes but actually results to be 3 hours! That's how the day ends when you decide that the next day you're gonna sit and slog and make use of the time very efficiently, but that does not happen! You're doing the SAAAAAAMEEE thing all over again! You know, at the back of your head, it keeps ringing! You know that you HAVE to be tensed but-NO! 

During board exams everything which seemed to be pointless or boring seem to be the most interesting things ever! You watch all those movies that you'd never watch or do things that you'd never do! I don't know if I'm the only one that is this way or if many people are going through this, but all I know is, THIS is not good. Hopefully, its a normal thing. Now only god can help me! 

Elephant. Really?

4 days to go!

Good luck to everyone and please pray for me as well cause I need all the luck in the world. :)

Frangipani Flowers. :)

They're beautiful and just have this certain symbolic, distinguishing trait about them that's make anyone happy! (Well, thats what I think) Every morning seems much better with the view of these peaceful looking flowers, pink and white they somehow catch your sight. I love frangipani flowers! What's your favorite flower? :)

( It might seem a little girly here.. Me writing about flowers and all, but still, I AM a girl and girls like beautiful things!)

No pun intended*

Cause its the world cup season.

India is a country with diversity! But one place where we all come together joining hands is a seven letter word that every person in the country is fond of, Cricket! 11 men who play out there but millions of supporters and just plain energy!

Yes, the wait is over! The 2011 ICC Cricket world cup is just about to begin! February 19, A day every person who has grown up watching this sport is looking forward to and so am I. Like the saying goes, 'past is past, live in the present' the 2007 world cup has been completely forgotten by me and I know India can do it this time. With a million dreams and a million prayers, there is one man who's been wanting this world cup as bad as you and me  and that is none other than the GOD OF CRICKET, Sachin Tendulkar and I believe that this time it is gonna be ours. I've got my board exams coming and depressingly they'll go on during the world cup, but as a strong believer of Sachin Tendulkar, Dhoni.. well, the whole team, I take an oath to watch every match that India plays without fail and this time I know its ours!

Soo.. Now, I'm just waiting for the men in blue to go out there and show what they're made of. The season real cricket is just about to begin and I couldn't be happier! :)


9 days 33 mins to go! 

Greeshma Ravi wrote about me! :) Cuteness!

I just wanted to let you know that you are amazing. I wanted to thank you for everything you have ever done for me. I want to thank you for trusting me and listening to me whenever I needed you to. I wanted to let you know that you do really mean a lot to me even if it seems as if  it's trivial and even stupid. I wanted to thank you for letting me help you, even though I know you didn't need it as much.

It's been only a little over four years since I first met you back in 6th grade, but it feels like life time. I never really thought I would get to know you that well, but look where it has us now!

For me, friendship is not about how long you've been together, but about how you value each other.
Despite all the crazy times, the weird fights and all...
I do respect you, I'll always do..

***

Two friends + Fooling about = Fun times.

This equation we are stuck to with super glue.
All those kiddish crazy times!
I would repeat all those days a hundred times!
The different "fake" accents, the hair color, the drama, the tears, the endless laughter, the people watching, the  people stalking, the 'having a deep talk', the pictures etc.
Aren't all these memories worth something?
I would say they are priceless!

***

Finding the perfect soul-mate, they say.
But I think finding a soul-sister/soul-bestie is even more important.

And I guess I found mine.

I may be only fourteen, but these weird emotions have taken control of my mind and are making me write this.
The bigger, more mature part of me is making me write this.
And I am grateful for this part of me has been brought out from the depths of me by you.

You come under the list of "All The Things We Need In Order To Function".
Right next to the heart and brain.

***

The warm, gushy feeling that passes from my head to toe when we share those hugs. 
The smile you set upon my face just by inserting you face into my vision and/or my mind.
Looking at each other, and laughing uncontrollably over what people would say 'nothing', but you and I know there is a LOT more to it.

***

These are a few words which hardly explain anything!
These times, I hope, will prevail. Forever.

And girl, I love you.
I hope you do to! 
Besties forever?
<3 
Greeshma Ravi.




It's wonderful how people love me! I love you too! Moree infact.
:)
-Written on April 26th 2009.. or 2010 I think. Whatever! She loves me! :D

Making new beginnings

Sometimes in life we feel that everything in the universe is going against us and don't seem to understand as to why. My mum says all these feelings come as we grow up but somehow I tend to feel that its only me. I know that I'm not god but I tend to make my own assumptions about such things. There are many things I aspire to do in my life, many things I know I cannot but simply want to.. cause that's how I planned my life to be. My name is Aishwarya Nagula who aspires to be SOMEONE someday and loves to have fun but doesn't know how to balance between fun and academics.
Good to meet you.
Sometimes, I feel like the most loved person in the whole world and sometimes, the most hated. Sometimes, there's no other person as beautiful as me and sometimes I'm the ugliest of all. Sometimes I seem to love everything thats around me and sometimes I just think, "why me?". 
I love to make new friends but I don't know how the old ones seem to drift away?
With so many questions, I wanna live a life.




There are a million things I wanna do before I die, a million places I want to go, a million moments I want to live and I know I will.
What do you want to do before you die?

What the hell am I doing?

Okay. When you deactivate your facebook account for sometime you tend to feel so restless. Why do you think I'm writing this stupid blog? Ok. It'snot stupid but this is of no use. That's the world's biggest truth. Maaaybee in future I'll read this and laugh about how funny or weird I used to be, but.. for now, it's not helping me at all. Facebook, I miss you so much. The only reason I'm waiting for boards to get over is so that I can reactivate my facebook. It feels like I've been cut off from the world! Seriously! 24th March. Come soon, pleaseee?
Okay. I'll move to a better topic now. World cup's starting! And pepsi commercials can't get any better! Dhoni, You're awesomeee!


Ok. Tomorrow Biology pre-final. Today's Chemistry was BAD! But, on the contrary I'll have to write Chemistry exam only ONE more time in my entire life! Hopefully I don't change my mind about that.


Now, study time! :)


Facebook, I miss you.
Dhoni, I love you. Not as much as Sachin though but, yeah.

Something.

Sometimes we come across some people who make you feel like the most special person on this planet and I'm lucky that I'm surrounded by such people! Well, at least some people are! :) 

To all those people I'd like to tell,

THANK YOU! :)

and don't stop making me feel special cause I'll probably break down and die! I love being loved! You know it. The whole purpose of putting this here is a long story! Well, not that long but yeah, a story!

Studying for a physics exam-Sleep depriving! 

But still, no matter how much you study you can NEVER do well. Why is it SO sad I don't understand!  And I pray to god, ALWAAAAYS! But NOOOO! He'll help everyone in their exams but not me! Okay! I'm not complaining! So.. Where was I? Yeah. Once the exam was over (it wasn't that bad) and I came home and just fell on my bed and then......SOUND ASLEEP! And when you're tired, you get a dream as soon as your eyes shut. I got a dream! I was Japanese! (Thanks to Ankit Kolar) and was in Japan and Greeshma was not there! You feel so lonely when you're best friend's not around. It was just namesake Japan.. Cause my japan had the empire state building! Very weird I must say! So... Yeah. Not only Greeshma, NO ONE WAS THEREE! Except for Chingy people who spoke a foreign language and I was lonely! 

This might not sound that much of a nightmare, but.. It was! No one likes to be alone and I DEFINITELY don't. So.. PLEAASEE! No matter how much I piss you off in some way or the other just keep talking to me.. Actually.. you don't even have to talk to me! Just bear MY talking that's more than enough! And I'm sure I'm not that big of a head ache also! :D

Annndd for Kit Kat, JAI JAPAN! :D

Hahahaha! And thanks for being an awesome friend SO fast and yes, I know I'm awesome too! And the most awesome thing are our "after-my-boards-plans". Hahaha! Woooossh! xD

Ok. Like all my blogs are this one's also COMPLETELY self-satisfactory! So.. Don't mind eh? :)

Ok. I'll go now or I'll miss How I met your mother.

Byeeee!