The End. The Beginning. I'm Lost.

Why do beautiful things have to end? May it be a song, a movie or a phase. I'm now in class 11 and I already feel like I've lived a lifetime. Life has not been a bed or roses for me but it definitely had that breath-taking essence in it. I got to experience a perfectly normal life and for the first time, I have nothing to complain. However, I feel like an era has ended. HPS. I still remember the first day I walked into that school. But the day I did, I had no idea about how my life would turn out to be. I was this snobby innocent kid who lived in her own world. But as you grow up, you've got to share your world with others. What's a life if you live alone, right? You make friends.

Random. :)

My world kept getting bigger and better and suddenly came this day when half of my world is leaving me. Yes, end of a phase. They say that the years of growing up are the best years of your life and you'll never forget them. But till now, I never really knew what the true meaning of growing up meant. It means change and adapting. I have spent 10 years in this school so far and every moment was amazing.Made some beautiful friends and shared so many beautiful things with them. Every corner has a story. Most of my friends are leaving school and its feels strange. I can't really imagine school without them. The lunch table's gonna be filled with new people, I'll have a new class, its basically a new start. 
Everyone has gone through this feeling in their life that they're leaving this huge part of them behind whenever there's a new beginning of a journey. Well, that's how I feel at this very moment. I feel my heart, heavy and empty at the same time. In a way, its challenging, how is my life gonna be without them? and in a way, its a new start, a second chance to mend my mistakes I'd done in the past. So thereby, I end this beautiful chapter in my life which will never be forgotten. 
All those people leaving school, I'm gonna miss you guys so much. Meghana Kuppa-especially you. Thanks for always being there and I know you always will. 
AND, good luck with your new chapters. Just go out there and show them what you're made of. 
Why does this have to end? Just like after every full stop arises a new sentence, every ending symbolises time for a new beginning.


Oh wait, I forgot. People coming back to HPS with me, lets have the time of our life's and make sure each and every day of these two years shall be worth remembering! Let's rock it, completely.

School starts on 15th and I can't wait. :)

You made me.

8th Grade! Teacher's day, if I'm not wrong? 2008.

The only sane Picture of 7th grade!  

My friends are one of the best things that have ever happened to me. Really. I don't even know how all of us came this far. I still remember the first day of school and Meghana trying to annoy me in Telugu class back in first grade (I didn't forget that yet). Me being jealous of Greeshma's Bugs Bunny water bottle and Anushka's costume in the second class concert. All of us ACTUALLY became friends back in 5th grade when we just did. God knows how! But, thank god, we did. From then, how time passed I can hardly remember! All I remember is, 7th grade was the best year and we still love it. The between the class talks (Though I was never in your class), the parking lot walks, the TV  show discussions, the picture obsessions, movies, girls room gossips, crazy text messaging, hanging out, the lunch hall fun and even when I got into trouble, you guys were always there! Shivani, I didn't forget you. I never will. Parents watch you grow but friends, grow up with you and I think that's beautiful. We did fight sometimes, there was this phase when we didn't talk to each other much but nothing really broke us.


When you're a junior, you're always inspired by your seniors. You want to be like them someday and start imagining yourself in their shoes. I was like that. I still am and I'm not scared to say it. So if you're inspired by someone, I think its totally normal, just don't copy though. Now, we are seniors. Hopefully, it'll still be 'we'. HPS is a place where I got everything from. Lessons and Love as I call it. Inside and outside class as well. For all the 'inside the class, I must thank my teachers, but outside, it was our world, a different one. Call me weird, but those are where most of my good times lie. 

And us, NOW. 2011.

I still remember the first day of our Senior School. We were so excited. We were feeling all grown up and all. I know that every teenager has been through that day! One side, not wanting to grow up and the other wanting to make some place of their own in the world. Well, we had our moments, so many. I can't name every possible thing we did together cause I'd probably die and my page would be over-crowded with words but as they say, 'We many not remember days, but we remember moments' and every moment with you guys is worth remembering. So, now that boards are done and we have our results coming out soon, we MAY end  up in different schools (hopefully not) but I want you to know that you'll always have me by your side when you need me.


I love you.


The other day, a junior said, "You guys are the coolest gang ever!" Sounds a little crazy but looks like we made some difference after all! ;)