The End. The Beginning. I'm Lost.

Why do beautiful things have to end? May it be a song, a movie or a phase. I'm now in class 11 and I already feel like I've lived a lifetime. Life has not been a bed or roses for me but it definitely had that breath-taking essence in it. I got to experience a perfectly normal life and for the first time, I have nothing to complain. However, I feel like an era has ended. HPS. I still remember the first day I walked into that school. But the day I did, I had no idea about how my life would turn out to be. I was this snobby innocent kid who lived in her own world. But as you grow up, you've got to share your world with others. What's a life if you live alone, right? You make friends.

Random. :)

My world kept getting bigger and better and suddenly came this day when half of my world is leaving me. Yes, end of a phase. They say that the years of growing up are the best years of your life and you'll never forget them. But till now, I never really knew what the true meaning of growing up meant. It means change and adapting. I have spent 10 years in this school so far and every moment was amazing.Made some beautiful friends and shared so many beautiful things with them. Every corner has a story. Most of my friends are leaving school and its feels strange. I can't really imagine school without them. The lunch table's gonna be filled with new people, I'll have a new class, its basically a new start. 
Everyone has gone through this feeling in their life that they're leaving this huge part of them behind whenever there's a new beginning of a journey. Well, that's how I feel at this very moment. I feel my heart, heavy and empty at the same time. In a way, its challenging, how is my life gonna be without them? and in a way, its a new start, a second chance to mend my mistakes I'd done in the past. So thereby, I end this beautiful chapter in my life which will never be forgotten. 
All those people leaving school, I'm gonna miss you guys so much. Meghana Kuppa-especially you. Thanks for always being there and I know you always will. 
AND, good luck with your new chapters. Just go out there and show them what you're made of. 
Why does this have to end? Just like after every full stop arises a new sentence, every ending symbolises time for a new beginning.


Oh wait, I forgot. People coming back to HPS with me, lets have the time of our life's and make sure each and every day of these two years shall be worth remembering! Let's rock it, completely.

School starts on 15th and I can't wait. :)

Random is cool. ;)

10 things I love at the moment. (Yes, I'm bored)

You tube videos. I mean. Not the ones that are perfectly shot about celebrity stuff but the normal people ones. I just LOVE how people out there are showcasing their talent and creating space for themselves. Real cool.

Twitter-I never understood it before but now, I'm addicted. Its super awesome. I love my tweethood. :)

My new phone-HTC is supposed to be SUPER complicated. Well thats what people have always told. Well, it took me three hours to figure out how to delete a message but, other than that, yeah. I think its quite nice. So far so good.

Rain-Okay. Its nothing new about me. I've always loved the rain but this time, its not because of my attachment to it. Its only because of the heat. ITS SO HOT! Going out makes you go mad.

Mangoes-In contrast to the above, the only reason ANYONE loves summer is for mangoes. I can never get sick of them. I had the sweetest mango ever yesterday! What else can I say? It isn't called the king of all fruits for no reason.

Writing-Though I've always loved writing this summer's making me quite the philosophical one. Thanks to all those episodes of One Tree Hill I've been watching. Man, that show just strikes you on your heart. Its a good show. Lumiere and World Movies too. People don't watch much of foreign movies but I think they're really educational and beautiful. Just try watching them. They can make you smile and cry at the same time. (A movie lover's telling you)

Sugarcane Juice- Do I look like someone who'll die for food now? I guess I do. Wait. Sugarcane juice is a beverage. So I guess its okay right? I'm talking to myself now. A day out in the hot sun and then a glass of sugarcane juice-takes you straight to heaven. I love it.

'I love you, you know that right?' I love this line. Sigh. I love cinema.

Chris Gayle-This summer we've had too much of cricket because of the IPL starting as soon as the World Cup ended but watching Chris Gayle on fire was one thing I'll always cherish. Though the Hyderabad home team didn't live upto our expectations, I still watched other teams play and was gone to a different world watching this man smash every delivery. Chris Gayle, all hail.

My Friends-Board results can make you space out and mine certainly did. I was depressed and thank you guys for bringing me back. Thanks for all those talks. They somewhat did help me. (Why am I so lucky?) Thanks for being there when I needed you the most.

These are my random 10. What are yours?

(I made the text colorful so that it doesn't seem boring! I'm SO smart. ;)

You made me.

8th Grade! Teacher's day, if I'm not wrong? 2008.

The only sane Picture of 7th grade!  

My friends are one of the best things that have ever happened to me. Really. I don't even know how all of us came this far. I still remember the first day of school and Meghana trying to annoy me in Telugu class back in first grade (I didn't forget that yet). Me being jealous of Greeshma's Bugs Bunny water bottle and Anushka's costume in the second class concert. All of us ACTUALLY became friends back in 5th grade when we just did. God knows how! But, thank god, we did. From then, how time passed I can hardly remember! All I remember is, 7th grade was the best year and we still love it. The between the class talks (Though I was never in your class), the parking lot walks, the TV  show discussions, the picture obsessions, movies, girls room gossips, crazy text messaging, hanging out, the lunch hall fun and even when I got into trouble, you guys were always there! Shivani, I didn't forget you. I never will. Parents watch you grow but friends, grow up with you and I think that's beautiful. We did fight sometimes, there was this phase when we didn't talk to each other much but nothing really broke us.


When you're a junior, you're always inspired by your seniors. You want to be like them someday and start imagining yourself in their shoes. I was like that. I still am and I'm not scared to say it. So if you're inspired by someone, I think its totally normal, just don't copy though. Now, we are seniors. Hopefully, it'll still be 'we'. HPS is a place where I got everything from. Lessons and Love as I call it. Inside and outside class as well. For all the 'inside the class, I must thank my teachers, but outside, it was our world, a different one. Call me weird, but those are where most of my good times lie. 

And us, NOW. 2011.

I still remember the first day of our Senior School. We were so excited. We were feeling all grown up and all. I know that every teenager has been through that day! One side, not wanting to grow up and the other wanting to make some place of their own in the world. Well, we had our moments, so many. I can't name every possible thing we did together cause I'd probably die and my page would be over-crowded with words but as they say, 'We many not remember days, but we remember moments' and every moment with you guys is worth remembering. So, now that boards are done and we have our results coming out soon, we MAY end  up in different schools (hopefully not) but I want you to know that you'll always have me by your side when you need me.


I love you.


The other day, a junior said, "You guys are the coolest gang ever!" Sounds a little crazy but looks like we made some difference after all! ;)

I'm gonna die! :| I think.

Okay! So its the 8th already! 10 more days for the ICSE results to come out and I have a VERY strong feeling that I'm gonna die! I did them pretty okay, but I dunno! I keep getting nightmares and trust me! They're not good, they're SO scary that its not even funny. Exaggeration? Well, maybe a little but, they ARE scary! I didn't screw them up but I didn't ace them as well. Well, actually I'll get to know that in ten days. Ten days. Ten days! TEN DAYS?? Okaay! I'm going crazy! And this time, eating is not helping me! Cause whenever I'm sad, I eat and I feel alright. Now, I need some serious help! I think. Oh my god! Sorry about my confused state of mind.


How I hate nightmares! :|

Something that I came up with. :)

"What you want always kills the fun of what you have."
Don't you think so?

Update, wishes and LOVEE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SACHIN TENDULKAR!

Thanks for turning some really normal days into days we'll always remember in most of our lives.

You are a beautiful person and I'm really gonna miss you at the match today! How I wished you could play but.

I'm still gonna hold a banner saying 'Happy Birthday Sachin!' at the match if I go there! :) though I'm supposed to cheer the Chargers.. :/

A hero is a person who makes our life worthwhile by doing little things that give us joy and inspire us! 

Sachin, Thanks for being my hero and inspiring me through many things that you've done!

I love you. :)

India-2011 World Cup Winners! We really did win.

Okay! It really seems that god is really listening to my prayers now. Today was one day that I'll never forget even if I ever get affected with amnesia. WE WON THE WORLD CUP TODAY! 

Dhoni and Kohli, All proud. :)

I'm really not gonna exaggerate the match details cause most of you might already know that but India was JUST great today under the captaincy of M.S.Dhoni. Superstar I say! Gautam Ghambir and Virat Kohli shared a great partnership to get the match to a proper state and when Kolhi lost his wicket Dhoni and Ghambir simply rocked it! Yuvraj Singh was simply outstanding this time when all the ending of the game was shaped really beautifully with his parnership with Dhoni. The game ended with a six by Dhoni proving his amazing batsmen skills which I feel he preserved for the finals. Even though the fans were kinda put off by Sehwag and Sachin, it all doesn't matter anymore cause the cup that matters is in our hands now. After 26 years we finally get to grace it and as an Indian its a moment of pride. 
I'm also extremely happy for my favorite player Sachin Tendulkar who taught me to love the game. Today was his last ODI and I'm so glad it ended happy for him. HE deserved it. 
Honestly, I think this is the most happiest day in my life! The moment when the team was called to take the cup, tears rolled down my eyes and I'm sure I was not the only one. For that one moment I forgot everything. The only thing I could experience was pure happiness and trust me, that does not happen very often.


So, cheers to this beautiful day! I was asking god for a sign that this would be a good year, well I guess this is it. Thank you, Team India for making us all so happy! The roads were filled with so much joy today! You've made us really proud.
Sachin, I'm really gonna miss you but, you know I'll still love you right?
And for something I've been longing to say, 'I was alive when India won the World Cup!'


God bless 2nd April, 2011.