Sometimes.

Sometimes, even if the whole universe is going against you or even if it just seems that way there's always one person who goes against the universe, standing by you. 

Have you ever felt this way?

Sometimes, even if your whole day seems like such a mess, there's always one person who has the ability to make you smile at the end of the day.
Sometimes, even if your life is a wreck, there's always this one person who can make it alright.
Sometimes, even if you feel ugly, there always one person who thinks you're beautiful.
Sometimes, even if it feels like you have no friends, there's one person who'll never disown you.
Sometimes, even if you feel like you're alone, there's this one person who'll prove you wrong.
Sometimes, even if you've given up on yourself, there's always this one person who'll still believe in you.
Sometimes, even if you lose, there's always this one person to whom you'll be a winner.
Sometimes, even if you're hated by the world, there's this one person who'll always love you.


Cause sometimes, everybody might need that someone and that someone can be YOU.

Inspiration?

He told me to close my eyes and tell me whats the first thing I see. So, I did. I saw
wind chimes! Dancing to the wind. "That's your inspiration!", he said. I laughed. WIND CHIMES? 
What am I supposed to write about wind chimes?


Yes, its been a long time since I posted anything and I really do miss writing. Writing is something I love devoid of giving importance to the dilemma that I keep having weather I'm good at it, or not. Everyone has this point in their life when all they want to do is break free, break free from all those things that have been stopping them from living life the way they want to. I'm just a school girl now, I might not have so much to complain. But there are
a lot of things that do disturb me!

Friends, family, school and to top the list, exams! Don't these things seem easy? All you need is a little concentration and focus towards all these things are life would be so effortless, wouldn't it? Well, these are some things which can look like the most easiest
things and be the most complex ones or vice versa. Its all an illusion!
Okay, I'm done complaining!
See? Writing helps me break free! When people write, they're basically talking to themselves but they somehow feel wise that they're sharing it with the world and not just yapping to themselves like retards. Yes, it makes me feel that way. Wise, I mean. Okay, enough of me and my love for writing.
The past two months of school has been crazy! From drama-soul searching-dispute settling-tears-joy-exams, it has been something that reminded me I'm human and also special at the same time! Which is good, I think.
I found some answers to the numerous questions I had and have some new questions have come up in the thought process which I'm trying to seek answers for.
Yesterday, my exams ended and finally have some time to think about stuff, set things right. 


But right now, as I'm writing this, I feel like those wind chimes! Careless about the amount of wind trying to push them away, they were still dancing making the most cohrent sounds.
So, that brings me back to my so called inspiration. The wind chimes signified a vague desciption of liberation. I've had so much going on in my life and suddenly I feel unconcerned about all that. Everything I thought that mattered is suddenly nothing.


This moment, I feel free.


Close your eyes and find your inspiration trick works!

They're back.

Its been almost FIVE months since I've written an exam. Board exams suck the life out of you and once they were over, life had come back to me.
I didn't actually write since school started. Except for the super EMO post below. Just ignore that. School's been great lately. There're some super awesome people around and the past two months have passed like WOOOSH. I have exams tomorrow and that too, all super new subjects! Accounts is CRAZY but its bearable.
Economics and Commerce-BORING. We don't have Ev.ed anymore which is sad as well as nice.
The only reason I'm posting this is because I'm SUPER happyyyy! 




Gone are those days when I used to think of dying before my science exams.
(I don't miss you. Please don't come back.)


EXAM TOMORROW! 
*Jumps and runs to search for books*

The End. The Beginning. I'm Lost.

Why do beautiful things have to end? May it be a song, a movie or a phase. I'm now in class 11 and I already feel like I've lived a lifetime. Life has not been a bed or roses for me but it definitely had that breath-taking essence in it. I got to experience a perfectly normal life and for the first time, I have nothing to complain. However, I feel like an era has ended. HPS. I still remember the first day I walked into that school. But the day I did, I had no idea about how my life would turn out to be. I was this snobby innocent kid who lived in her own world. But as you grow up, you've got to share your world with others. What's a life if you live alone, right? You make friends.

Random. :)

My world kept getting bigger and better and suddenly came this day when half of my world is leaving me. Yes, end of a phase. They say that the years of growing up are the best years of your life and you'll never forget them. But till now, I never really knew what the true meaning of growing up meant. It means change and adapting. I have spent 10 years in this school so far and every moment was amazing.Made some beautiful friends and shared so many beautiful things with them. Every corner has a story. Most of my friends are leaving school and its feels strange. I can't really imagine school without them. The lunch table's gonna be filled with new people, I'll have a new class, its basically a new start. 
Everyone has gone through this feeling in their life that they're leaving this huge part of them behind whenever there's a new beginning of a journey. Well, that's how I feel at this very moment. I feel my heart, heavy and empty at the same time. In a way, its challenging, how is my life gonna be without them? and in a way, its a new start, a second chance to mend my mistakes I'd done in the past. So thereby, I end this beautiful chapter in my life which will never be forgotten. 
All those people leaving school, I'm gonna miss you guys so much. Meghana Kuppa-especially you. Thanks for always being there and I know you always will. 
AND, good luck with your new chapters. Just go out there and show them what you're made of. 
Why does this have to end? Just like after every full stop arises a new sentence, every ending symbolises time for a new beginning.


Oh wait, I forgot. People coming back to HPS with me, lets have the time of our life's and make sure each and every day of these two years shall be worth remembering! Let's rock it, completely.

School starts on 15th and I can't wait. :)

Random is cool. ;)

10 things I love at the moment. (Yes, I'm bored)

You tube videos. I mean. Not the ones that are perfectly shot about celebrity stuff but the normal people ones. I just LOVE how people out there are showcasing their talent and creating space for themselves. Real cool.

Twitter-I never understood it before but now, I'm addicted. Its super awesome. I love my tweethood. :)

My new phone-HTC is supposed to be SUPER complicated. Well thats what people have always told. Well, it took me three hours to figure out how to delete a message but, other than that, yeah. I think its quite nice. So far so good.

Rain-Okay. Its nothing new about me. I've always loved the rain but this time, its not because of my attachment to it. Its only because of the heat. ITS SO HOT! Going out makes you go mad.

Mangoes-In contrast to the above, the only reason ANYONE loves summer is for mangoes. I can never get sick of them. I had the sweetest mango ever yesterday! What else can I say? It isn't called the king of all fruits for no reason.

Writing-Though I've always loved writing this summer's making me quite the philosophical one. Thanks to all those episodes of One Tree Hill I've been watching. Man, that show just strikes you on your heart. Its a good show. Lumiere and World Movies too. People don't watch much of foreign movies but I think they're really educational and beautiful. Just try watching them. They can make you smile and cry at the same time. (A movie lover's telling you)

Sugarcane Juice- Do I look like someone who'll die for food now? I guess I do. Wait. Sugarcane juice is a beverage. So I guess its okay right? I'm talking to myself now. A day out in the hot sun and then a glass of sugarcane juice-takes you straight to heaven. I love it.

'I love you, you know that right?' I love this line. Sigh. I love cinema.

Chris Gayle-This summer we've had too much of cricket because of the IPL starting as soon as the World Cup ended but watching Chris Gayle on fire was one thing I'll always cherish. Though the Hyderabad home team didn't live upto our expectations, I still watched other teams play and was gone to a different world watching this man smash every delivery. Chris Gayle, all hail.

My Friends-Board results can make you space out and mine certainly did. I was depressed and thank you guys for bringing me back. Thanks for all those talks. They somewhat did help me. (Why am I so lucky?) Thanks for being there when I needed you the most.

These are my random 10. What are yours?

(I made the text colorful so that it doesn't seem boring! I'm SO smart. ;)

Change.

Every day as time passes, things change and we tend to grow. Our likes and dislikes change, our appearance and most important of all, people change. The girl who was your best friend in your kindergarten, you don't even remember her name! People who used to mean the world to you are now just fellow companions with whom you shared your journey of life for sometime. But when you turn back and see, its simple beautiful.
I still remember, my best friend in kindergarten, her name was Azera. She was a Canadain and I used to envy her blue eyes. I still remember that in kindergarten I used to love humpty dumpty. I still remember that I was scared of Mogli. Infact, he was a scary figure to me! I dunno why!
I still remember that I used to think that the white clouds in the sky were lumps of Vanilla ice-cream that god made for good children. I still remember that homework was my favourite. I still remember loving the rain just as much as I do now. I still remember every pink coloured clothing I possessed. I still remember every car ride to school. I still remember the little me. The one with everything except problems. To deal with their problems, people change. It's the world's biggest truth.




Since then, I've undoubtedly changed so much. I've learnt to live with the world. I know how hard life's challenges are! I know how harsh life can be. But I still take out time to be me.


"You have to do your own growing no matter how tall your grandfather was". This was said by Abraham Lincoln. These words of his, somehow beckon me to be who I am and love the way I am. Just as I loved the old me.
I'm not complaining that I've changed, I'm just reminding myself of my inner development. May it be good, or bad.


So.. today, turn back and look over how you've changed. Try remembering all those people who made a difference in your life. And as for me, I love changes.